Ride Me by Rebecca Brooke

Author:Rebecca Brooke [Brooke, Rebecca]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2018-06-26T05:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 20

Sawyer

Because… What the fuck was I supposed to say? Because I’m scared? Because I love you and want us to be together more than my next breath, except you’re only dipping your toes into the gay pool not even sure if you want to get all the way wet?

Warm fingers wrapped around mine. I flinched but didn’t stop him as he walked us over to the bed.

“You’re scared. I get it. I honestly can’t explain any of this. I’ve never come so hard in my life and the fact it was because of a guy terrifies me.”

I tried to stand up and move away from him once more. All the words that left his lips were exactly what I feared.

“Wait.” He used his grip on my hand to keep me there. “I wasn’t done.”

I moved my eyes to the other side of the room, unwilling to let him see the pain his words caused. Each and every one of them was like a punch to the gut. Many more and I wouldn’t be able to stand.

“I think you’ve said enough.”

He yanked me down onto the bed, rolling me until his body covered mine. I squirmed to free myself, but when our cocks rubbed against one another, it was all I could do to keep the groan from leaving my lips. Fuck, he wasn’t lying. It couldn’t be possible. He’d just come in my mouth. His dick was as hard as mine.

“Would you stop jumping to conclusions and reading things into what I’m saying. I’m not freaking out because it’s you. You’ve been my best friend for my entire life. I’m not going to suddenly push you away.”

Another shot. That one I more than deserved.

“What do you want from me?” I would be surprised if he couldn’t hear my heart pounding in my chest while I waited for his answer. Having Reagan once would never be enough. It was one thing to wonder what it would be like, it was something else entirely to know and then walk away.

“I want you to explore this with me.”

“Am I supposed to believe you suddenly want to be with a guy after finding out last night that I’m gay?”

He lowered down to his elbows on either side of my face. “I have no idea what I’d label myself. All I know is that I’ve been hard since last night when you kissed me. This morning wasn’t enough. I don’t know what any of it means or why I’m suddenly interested in a man. The only part that makes sense right now is that it’s you.”

His eyes held mine captive. This was the chance I’d been waiting for, so why did the small voice in the back of my head scream bad idea over and over again. Reagan talked about lust not love, and yet there I sat ready to jump in with both feet. What if he could fall in love with me? What if this was my one chance?

I wanted to take the risk, to tell him yes, I’d do anything for him.

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